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Sunday, October 6, 2019

Reality is not the same when you see it with emotions


"Umi, this is the first time I see you wearing makeup after... You start taking the medicine,"

She's right. I haven't wear them since that. The anti-depresant works great in handling my depression, but for the price of being "me".

I became calm, and like magic, all the problem not a problem anymore. I feel happy, but I also feel empty. I loose interest in writing. I started to loss myself.

It has been nearly 2 month I stop taking the medication. At first it was because I don't want it to affect Ammar.

Then my doctor said that if I'm okay then I can stop. However I must continue seeing her, for other therapies. Our last session was great, as I started to see changes on how I see what had happened before.

Reality is not the same when you see it with emotions, especially the negative ones. When you see it with positive emotions, one thing you realized: you can't change what had happened.

Thinking about the past make me depressed.
Thinking about the future make me anxious.
I must be in the present so that I can think and live well.

Elin Mohamad
#BeingResilient

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