I
have this feeling of being afraid all the time, but yet I still faced
it everytime. It became problem just in these recent years, as my
anxiety has lead me to poor work and study performance.
.
It also lead me to have complicated relationship with my supervisor during my study years.
When I said that I'm afraid of her, it doesn't mean I am afraid of what she looked like. I'm afraid of what she thinks about me.
I'm so afraid, that I seldom met her. When I tell others about my
problem of "being afraid" they said it's normal for a supervisee to be
afraid.
What they don't know is, the feeling not just because
of who she is to me, it also connected to what I think she would think
about me.
One day I told her, "I'm afraid of you".
She
asked, why? I can't give her the answer to her question. The feeling is
intense, until I want to hide when we cross each other. Now only I know
it is because of my anxiety.
But it's already too late.
Elin Mohamad
#BeingResilient
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Friday, October 4, 2019
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Hi, I'm Elin @ Bizznurse. This is my English blog and I write anything that comes to my mind.
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